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ok well. yesterday david came over. it was ok i guess. he's really shy and im really..NOT. But i think he's only shy because we're not like 100% comfortable with eachother yet. Idk. We didnt do anything exciting, just hung out.
My brother is moving back out here on sept. 2nd. Im happy but at the same time kinda sad because he's leaving Debbie. Their 3 year is gunna be in October. Wow..three years, time goes by so fast its crazy. I think theyre going to end up getting married. Theyre adorable<3. Well considering they have matching tatoos with eachother's names on them they better get married. I think they'll make the cutest babies evaa. =] dont you?
School starts in about 4 weeks. I am so glad im not the " new kid " anymore. That def sucked the big one. At least this first day of school I wont be as terrified and nervous. Last year was so scary, adam was here which made it a little better but him and my dad just dropped me off at school and i was on my own, not knowing where the hell to go. This year will be different. ERICASHIP is back to being her goofy hyper self. And people finally know me for who i really am. Cuz they thought i was quiet..chaaa right. =]] Junior year should be good. Even tho im at a stupidass school that i really could care less about.
Im not sure what im doing today. Maybe hanging out with ramina or something. The only set plans i have for now is going to get icecream with my dad. wooo.
peace&love
♥ericaship
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[22 Jul 2006|11:00pm] |
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well since myspace isnt working, on no our lives are over. i decided to go back to my journal for the night =]] because i miss it a lot and myspace is ruining the world.
so much has changed since the last journal entry..which was months ago, so there isnt really a point in trying to talk about the last few months, too much.
so i watched " a walk to remember " today and cried my eyes out. movies like that make me miss adam so much. The CRAZY thing is..adam called outa no where tonight and told me he watched a sad movie today and thought about me. i was like yeah me too...and hes like really?! YUP so we watched the same movie at the same time and thought about eachother. I'm telling you guys, 2 years im outa arizona back to the eastcoast, and im going to marry that boy. you just watch and see. ♥ But yeah we're really good, we accept that we can only be friends since im so far away, and we're not jealous of eachother if we're dating someone else. So yeah, hes like my best friend♥ *happy*
it's weird to date, when you know you're in love with someone else. Its hard..but im giving it a shot anyway. See how this goes..
Well yeah im done. i dont think anyone is going to read this anyway.
but if you do, comments would be fabulous
love&peace
ericaship♥
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so im sitting here for like millionth weekend in a row bored to death. everyone else i know in rochester is out tonight at the game, or at a party, or something thats better than this. im so sick of being bored every weekend, it really makes me think too much about how shitty everything is and then i get all depressed and it doesnt get me anywhere. i feel like having to go to school at least keeps me busy and gives me something else to worry about, and then the weekends just crush me and i hate them.
yeah so its march now, which is fabulous. i cant wait to just get this month over with. i have midterms in 2 weeks and then we have vaca for the rest of the month. even tho that week of vacation will be hell because ill have nothing to do. then april will come and may and i can go HOME in june. i think that its not that much longer, and i hope other people feel like summer is just around the corner too.
im so sad about tennis, i didnt hear about it at my school and theyve already had like 3 games. so no tennis for me this year. im going to miss tennis at spaulding. i had so many friends just on that team. ugh it makes me wanna cry.
lets see things with adam and i are really going good. im not gunna get into it but we're back to normal, i love him. and i knew things would be better over time, and i knew once summer came we'd be together. and i dont care about the negative things people say, because if everyone could see what i see in him, then theyd all be in love with him.
anyway im gunna go sleep away the rest of this horrible weekend
loveyouall
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Well lets see, a lot has changed since the last time ive updated. so i think i should fill you in on whats going on.
Sometimes people wear masks that make them look like friends, but under the first sign of pressure the cheap rubber band breaks and reveals who they really are. and most of the time you find that out the hard way. well im not talking about my rochester loves, of course. no im talking about the friends that are here, that arent really what i thought they were. I was at julias house like two weekends ago with olivia and her and they wanted to go to some hotel party with 4 guys i didnt know. i wasnt going to sit there and be lame and tell them no, even tho i really wished i had. we were sitting outside on the sidewalk and my stomach was all knotter and i said outloud " guys this isnt a good idea, i can feel it ". i knew in my heart that i shouldnt have been there, it was wrong and i saw the worst coming. We were at the hotel and they were drinking but i just sat to the side, i knew if i drank and we got in trouble id be in deeper shit so i didnt do anything. Well my predictions were right and the cops busted the party and they called all of our parents to come get us. for most of u who know my dad, do u think he was happy to come get me at 4:30 am at a hotel with guys and alcohol. no ;) he wasnt. We had a long talk the next day and came to a lot of conclusions. My parents know im a good kid and they believed me when i said i didnt want to go and that i didnt drink. I am one to party but not with FAKE friends and people i dont know. Im not allowed to hang out with the girls i did before, but im fine with that becausae i was just getting myself into trouble over and over again. I see them at school and they dont understand at all why im still mad about it. I told them it wasnt a good idea but no one has the respect for me to listen. but anyway, i avoid them as well as i can at school. I met a girl Ramina whos in my 4th hour class. Shes really nice and shes kinda just like me, which is a relief cuz everyone else in my school is fucking crazy. not saying im perfect.haha. Shes from hollister california,which i think is pretty nifty. well yeah i eat lunch with her now and i actualy have a good time. so woo hoo, life crumbled down on me again and i made another friend, whatdya know.
well thats the drama of the moment. 4 more months until i come home. take back what is mine, and be with my friends that i love. and i cant wait..<3
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[30 Jan 2006|09:06pm] |
well im finaly 16. and i had a really good birthday. i got two more ear piercings, which made me really excited, and i also got my hair cut. i got cds and clothes like i asked for, so two thumbs up on that. i had 3 friends over on saturday night for cake and stufff, and it was actualy fun. so yay!
i got a necklace today and it has a RED B on it for redsox, its amazing and im going to wear it all the time :)
I got progress reports today and i have a 100 in creative writing, 113 in english, and a 99 in art. i dont really care or know what i have in geometry...probably a low b. ugh but im trying to keep my grades up so i can get the hell outa here when i graduate. ya knowww.
all i do is write now, and im not complaining. i love it. its so relaxing for me. and people actualy want to read what i write, and i can stand in front of a class and read my own words. my family is even recognizing that writing means a lot to me. ah idk im sounding like such a dork but i cant get enough of it, and its making me happy!
adam called me on my birthday. first thing in the morning at 8 AM. we talked for a while, felt like just another normal conversation we have. its stressful how i cant really explain our situation without screwing over what hes doing, and making me sound dumb. but i learned that im never going to be able to make everyone understand whats going on with me and him, and thats ok, because as long as adam and me know, then its fine. but all i can expect is for people to talk, and thats ok cuz i love everyone no matter what they think about our choices.
everything is ok right now. im happy actualy. im not liking my school at all, but at least now im begining to feel like im a part of it, even tho id rather not be. i can go down the hallways and say hi and smile and get a hi back, so idk its NO spaulding of course, but its better than first semester.
im so happy im using this journal again. myspace is nice, but i dont let out everything on my mind on that thing.
I love my journal :) whats uppppp! hahaha
love you all. peace&love
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| tomorrow is my sweet 16th!! |
[28 Jan 2006|02:41pm] |
Yesterday was actualy one of the better days ive had living here. Julia and Becky brought me brownies and gave me a balloon at school, and my teacher gave me a card and a lolipop and had the class sing to meeee. I felt special for at least once. Then me and the fam went out to eat at this fancy place and we all got along and it was nice. I came home and my mom gave me an early birthday present, the BLACK EYED PEAS CD!! so now i can dance around to PUMP it all the time...yesss.
Today my parents brought me to the mall and i got two more ear piercings, that i like a lot alot. and i also got a few pairs of earings, and necklace, and a pair of really cute sunglass's, theyre awesome.(thesunglass's)hahaha.
We went to pick up my cake and get some goodies and stuff for toniight. Im not really having some huge party or anything. Around 7 julia becky and olivia are all coming over and staying for the night. so that should be funn :)!
my parents told me that they had some surprises that they were trying to put together for my sweet 16. the first one was bringing me to LAGUNA BEACH! we didnt have themoney right now but im going NEXT MONTH for sure :) i cant wait. the other one was they were going to pay for adam flying out here for my birthday weekend and a couple extra days and not tell me that he was coming. i would have passed out if that happened o my gosh. and the best part about that is he woulda dropped everything, including slutface, and have came here. in a heartbeat. what a point that would have proven, dont you think?
anyways im over sluts and hoes and bastards. im so happy right now for the first time in a while. i know this wont last long, and the happiness will go away, but as of right now im FINE and im smiling. and im loving it because i forgot how that felt.
<3<3<3 sweet 16 just hours away
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[25 Jan 2006|03:26pm] |
today was ok. school went by kind of fast and it was good. julia finaly took my advice at lunch we sat on the other side of campus, just the two of us. i knew shed like it better cuz it gets us away from the shitheads we have to be around all day. that girl does not listen to me, ever. It almost seems like shes embaressed of me. I'm finaly being myself at school, u know, hyper.outgoing.loud.ME. and shes always telling me to be quiet or to stop doing what im doing. when her exboyfriend is like..seriously not even close enough to see, ill say something about him and she'll tell me to SSH cuz he'll hear. does that make any fucking sense? i dont think so. shes a different person at school. shes almost like a blank sheet of paper, and she lets people write all over her and be whoever they want her to be. She even told me how she dressed down because everyone else did. Im just not like that, i like being me, and i like standing out and not doing what everyone else at my school does. Shes a great friend to have out of school, but i feel like she looks at me like im a weirdo during school. its just really bugging me and i had to let that out.
I had my second interview at this resteraunt The Village Inn. They want to hire me but i have to get my food handlers card. Idk i wanna work there but im not sure if im liking the people. But im going to be a hostess, and i usualy greet everyone that walks by me with a smile and a " how are you today " so i guess ill fit into that job quite nicely.
some kid in my class yesterday asked me if id seen that movie The March of the Penguins, and i said no but i wanted to see it. aw the kid burnt it for me and brought it to me today without me asking. it was so nice :) aw i made a good frend. haha kinda random but thats ok
ANYWAYS im listening to angry music because it helps me not bash my head into a wall over sluts. HEHE
Love You All
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[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly, even sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] (as red as it was when I was a tot)] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ]I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[xxxx] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x takes me a couple trys] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see a therapist.
Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ]I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x:)i own something from abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm very outgoing.
[x] I don't like Bush because he sucks
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
hehehe <3
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[08 Nov 2005|02:45pm] |
well, when i think about everything it makes me wanna PUKE.
i officialy at this moment in time HATE my life.
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[03 Nov 2005|05:49am] |
ive been really busy busy. ive been out for the entire weekend with megan julia and becky just having fun and going all over surprise and its exciting.
im going to youth group of wednesdays and trying to figure out if thats for me.
my 4 ladies will be here for a week in 18 days!!<3
im falling apart and destroying myself slowly because i know i shouldnt be here and theres n o t h i n g i can do about it :'(
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eer.ya i must admit livejournal is getting somewhat boring, but id feel like i was abandoning my child if i got rid of it. So im going to continue to update :)
Today i saw Adam's look a like..it was so sad. Well they didnt have the same face but the same body time and it was weird. It made my heart thump really fast, but then i was like nope no my mann. But anywho dont worry about me and adam by the way, everythings as wonderful as it can be with me being here. I'm in love, and its the one of the best things that has ever happened to me. <3.
Anywho..My pool is almost filled up, about one more foot to go! I'm so excited!! People here think its already cold, but it was 90 today. Sot they're crazy. I'm gunna be swimming 12 months a year sucka.
32 days until BRITTANY HEATHERD KENDRA AND JADE are going to be here! I'm so excited. And i was thinking about thanksgiving which makes me excited because i love food. SO not only do i have 4 lovely ladies staying with me for a week, i get friggen thanksgiving food! Ah what more could i ask for<3 SOO EXCITED!!!!!
I've been doing things everyday so im pretty busy! Which is good, i have to stay busy. I've been hanging out with Julia* Megan and Becky a lot so thats good for me I'd say :)
anywho..comments would be nice<3
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[14 Oct 2005|08:49am] |
On Fridayy i went over Megan's house with Julia and Becky. We were trying to find something to do. Then Zach called Becky and wanted us to all go camping with them somewhere like 2 hours away. So we decided to go. It was Me, Julia, Becky, Zach, Mychal, Jake, and this kid Ryan. But dont worry just guy friends.
The drive took for everrrr. Zach drove Beckys car so me and Julia just danced and sang to every song on the radio until we got there. The view and scenery was AMAZING. It looked like New Hampshire completely. There were pine trees and everything. And all the stores looked like theyd be in Rochester. It was so crazy i got teary eyed cuz i had a feeling like i was close to home for once. It was even chilly like fall weather that we dont have in Surprise. It was really mind blowing how driving 2 hours away to another city has a totaly different look to it. I love it up there, and i wanna go again<3.
Well we got there and they pitched tents and started a fire and all that good stuff. Lets just say me and Julia were crazy. Ya so we were a little too u know to get to a tent so we fell asleep in the car(where we were trying to get warm because it was freeaazzingg). In the morning we both felt pretty sick and we drove all the way into town to go to a walmart. Then we went back to the middle of nowhere to tell the guys we had to leave. So it was the longest drive home ever, i think it took more than 2 hours because at one point we got kind of lost. It was so pretty tho, because the sun was shining on the mountains and you could see all these huge cacti*. I think i was the only person gazing out the window loving it but thats ok because ya.
We finaly got back to Surprise and it was like 98 out. But thats ok. I went to Julia's and slept for a while and then my dad picked me up at like 2:30. I think i did a good job at covering the scent of bonfire haha. O ya and mt retainer is missing and im freaking out mann.
Anywaysss...ITS FINAL! The tickets are bought and Bd Kb Hd and Jz are coming out here 11/21-11/30! aaah so excited<3
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So ill just type away :]
Friday* After school i came home and got ready and such and then my dad brought me to Megan's houseee. I hung out over there with Julia and we just hung out and did girly girl things which was nice because i miss that. Me and Julia ended up running to our school which was so far away i dont even know why we did it, we wanted to see if the football game was still going i think? Well we forgot about the money part so when the school was in distance we turned back and walked home. Thennn..Julia's mom picked me and Julia up around 11ish and we went back to her house and waited for Chris to pick us up. Chris is a kid in our 4th hour who plays varsity football, hes a nice kid i suppose. We just cruzed around town and stufff..didnt really have a destination in mind. Then me and Julia went back to her house around 12 and just went to bed because we were tired 0:).
Saturday* My dad picked me up from Julias at aroundd..11:30 or so. I came home and just acted like a bum for most of the afternoon because i was super tired. ANNDD I GOT THE LETTERS IN THE MAIL<3 My mom cried as well as me because the things you guys wrote in those letters were so nice im so lucky to have you guys as friends<3. Thanks to EVERYONE who helped out it means the world to me. Thank you Alison for taking charge and making it happen, i feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have friends like you guys<3
*later Saturday night- My dad brought me to Julias around 8 and on the way there were pretty fireworks in the skyyy..i dont know why, probably because Surprise is sweet like that. Once i got to Julia's we finsihed getting ready and Becky picked us up. She was also in our 4th hour and shes really really nice. We went to target to get Julia some medicine cuz shes a wittle baby. Then we met up w/ these 4 guys, Vince, Chris, Armando, and Brice. We went to chris's uncles house cuz i guess his uncle was out of town or something? Idk it was fun tho and we went to TGI fridayyss. Becky had to leave early so it left me and Julia. We listned to musiicc and sat around and had a lot of fun and it was nice because they're really nice kids. We ended up just sleeping there, oh dont worry guys in the other room away from me, ive got a loving boyfriend remember<3(loveyouadamm). I woke up around 8 or something and then Armando brought me and Julia home at likeeee 10. Or to her house that is. Then my dad picked me and Julia up and we just spent the day at my house being lazy and eating and all that fun stufff..she left like 30 minutes ago.
--Oh yaaa, tons of people were calling me from Jason's party and it was kinda cute..;i enjoyed it very much<3
We dont have tomorrow off here like you guys back home, but we have Thursday and Friday off, woo hoo 4 day weekend. I think im going to get my halloween costume with Julia on Wednesday after schoool, not sure yet tho.
Aw i love you guys so much and i wish i could be there with you more than anything, i miss and love you guys more than i can express in words, man oh man you mean the world to meee<3
I heard the saddest thing todayy..i guess people doubt me and adam :[ I dunno if u feel that way thats ok because your entitled to your own opinion :] But please dont assume that hes cheating on me..not saying this in a mean way..cuz me mean..chhaa right, but i know the real adam that i love and care about, and i dont think anyone else sees him the way i do. I think thats what makes our relationship so great is we know eachother for who we really are and we care for eachother so much and it hurts to know people want to doubt that. The more doubt that surrounds us the harder it is. We struggle and miss eachother so so so much and it just hurts to know people want to talk about it like its a stupid relationship :[. I just hope people stop saying the mean things they are saying because i really dont need any more stress in my life.
ROCHESTER always&forever loove you guys
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[01 Oct 2005|09:49pm] |
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So i guess ill tell about my weekend so far :]
Friday niiight i went over Julia's House. We hung out there for a bit and then these kids..jake and micheal?.picked us up and we went to some house party idk what it was but it was WEIRD. We stayed there for a bit and then Jake had to go home so me Julia and Micheal walked around Jake's neighborhood until some Corey kid picked us up. We went to Mcdonalds and it was really fancy and weird. Thennn me and Julia had to pee again so we went to this gas station and when we came out there was a cop. And he was all like its past curfew blaah and once again i have to talk to a big scary cop, psh whats wrong with that picture.
Then we went to the Orchards like last Friday. I saw my friend Charlie there and i was really happy cuz hes a really layed back kid and its nice to recognize people at things like that. Then we got back in Corey's car and before i knew it, it was stuck on a bank of dirt almost tipped. I dont even remember what happened but it happened. Me and Julia got out of the car and sat in the dirt. It took over an hour for them to get it unstuck, so me and Julia got back to her house around 3 AM. We were so tired we just ate frozen dinner meals and went straight to bed.
Then i went to the mall with the rents today and got my hurr did. And i got a bunch of new clothes&stuffff so it was fun. And then my parents took me out to TGI FRIDAYS<3 and whoever can name the meal i get everytime i go there gets a gold star.
WELLLLL! Thanks to everyone who wrote to my rents! You still have till Monday to get letters to alison so write if u have the time! It would mean oh so much to me <3 SENDMEHOMEFORCHRISTMAS
And lets see, about 50 or less days till BRITTANY KENDRA HEATHERD AND JADE ARE GOING TO BE HERE!!<3 so excited.
i miss home terribley,going back in december is going to be the BEST feeling ever...EVER<3
i love adam clement<3
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WOOOWWW>>> my first good night of living in Arizona..i never thought id see the day.
Well, i ended up going to the homecoming dance last night. I went with this girl Julia whos in my 4th hour class. We met up with some kids we know and everything and stayed at like dance from like 9-10:30. Then we went up to the orchards...desert. People call them desert partys, sounds stupid but its just like a bonfire in the woods except its in the desert. I met a lot of chill kids there it was pretty sweet.
Mine and Julia's stuff was in the back of some kids car and he drove away for like 2 hours so we didnt have anything. And then i broke one of my flip flops so i had to walk around barefoot, even when we went to the gas station to go pee. The bathrooms were so nasty i cant even explain.
Then we went back to the party and hung out there for a bittt. We ended up going to this kids house who's in my class w/ his girlfriend or w/e because me and Julia didnt have a place to sleep. And this was about 3 AM in the morning. We got to the kids house and went in the spare bedroom and just slept. Then someone woke us up at like 4 am and gave has cheeseburgers from jack in the box..yup. We hardly got any sleep cuz things were all messed up but it was wicked funny.
Then that morning we wake up and Julia slept on the biggest jiz stain ive ever seen in my life. And the kid was like ya thats the guest bedroom, ok that was nasty. THEN OUT OF NO WHERE the kids like the cops are on the way because this girl ran away ..the girl that was there with us. And me and julia didnt even know her...so we got into this kids car to get out of there and the cop showed up and told me he could arrest us because we were there with her,but he wasnt going to..oh man thank god. He just told me blah blah blah. Julia said i did a good job talking to him, so i guess thats a good thing..haha.
Then we got dropped off at Julia's house and i found out she was born in russia?!?! and she speaks russian which is pretty sweet if you ask me. Now im home because its Danny's 8th birthday, happy birthday to himm :]
O.M.G > > BRITTANY JADE HEATHERD KENDRAAA! I CANT WAIT FOR THANKSGIVING !!
by the way any of you lovely's are allowed to make plans to come out for a time thats convient for you! because you are more then welcome to, obviously because i love you guys more than anythinggg<3
now im really tired because i got about 20 minutes of sleep.
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[21 Sep 2005|09:26pm] |
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ill update waaay more in a day or so, but im tired and i just thought id post some pictures...of the pictures i have in my room :] so you can all see how much i f'ing love you guys.
( this is what my life revolves around..my friends <3 )
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just a quick update.
*today was me and adams 3*months<3, he left me a voice mail during school and it was super cute<3 i looove this boy.
* i hate my school and the stupid pep ralleys we have to have outside when its 95 degrees out.
* im not going to homecoming anymore because id rather slit my throat.
*my nana send me a package of stuff todayyy<3!! and i got my shirt in the mail that she bought for mee online<3 made me kinda happy. & i got the stuffed animal that jon won for me..aaw :]
*brittany douukass im so glad that your happppyyy!! so cute :]
thankss to everyone whos contrubuting to writing letters to my parents! It means soo much to me!
sendericahomeforchristmas_!
( wanna seee? :] )
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[17 Sep 2005|10:10am] |
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ok so heres the scoop.. :]
Alison is going to collect the letters that people write, if anyone cares to write :]. Shes going to send them all out on the same day so they arrive here all togettthherrr. The date is gunna be Sept. 30th. So make sure u get them to her before then!!!
Basically i just want help to convince my parents to let me come home for christmas. I havent officialy talked to them about it because i dont think i can take rejection. So i figured my wonderful friends could help me and send out some lettersss!!
so, just write a letter to my rents harrassing them to let me come homeeee!!! hahaha
mailing info***
Ron and Paula Shipione
17025 West Saguaro Lane
Surprise Arizona
85374
anythinggg would make me happy! all i want for christmas is to come home and see everyone i love!!!<3
sendericahomeforchristmas__!
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